I read this verse today "When you believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, 14 who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God’s possession—to the praise of his glory " Eph 1:14
At times it seems impossible, unfair, and plain difficult to see how God is using your rough time as a way to grow his kingdom. Friends, I encourage you to keep an open mind. Trials will make us stronger. We are marked with a seal and that is a massive responsibility to follow His call. Not a guarantee of comfort.
Hope you have a great day!